The feeling after an exam

WOW!! Although it's just a mid term test of thermodynamic, but I'm in the seventh heaven right now!! Muahahaha~~ 

Now only left one more stoichiometry quiz and mid term test, one port folio, one engineering ergonomic project, one lab report, final exam, and then I wouldn't sadly crippled by the manacles of exam/study time anymore~~ Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness!! 

Blah blah blah, anyway, I'm going to end this here~~ =)

夜，太黑。梦，太灰。

Lonely Night

又到了漫长的黑夜，

不知什么时候开始，

常把自己锁在房间，

放空所有疲倦，

在镜子面前，

突然觉得自己很可笑，很可怜~

有时，感觉我已经走远，一切对我很新鲜，

有时，又感觉我一直都在转圈圈，围绕着一个圈，到头来还是回到原点，

有时，眼前会闪出一道刺眼的光线，瞬间照亮我的世界，

但到头来只是个谎言，短短的时间内又消失不见，只能永远困在这漆黑的世界~

我的世界，没有回音，没有终点， 只有无边的黑暗，无尽的孤独~ 

那些回不去的从前，只能存在怀念~

朋友，感谢你们~

我的一天只有24小时，却有数百位朋友，
有时真的没有办法去跟朋友连连天，谈谈心，
有时没有更多的时间抽出去陪伴朋友，
有时也没有精力起床去联络远方的朋友，
难免有时需要留点时间给自己，沏一杯清茶，回忆我的半世流沙。
首先，我想向些很久没联络和见面的朋友说声道歉。
发自内心感谢给与我帮助又带给我欢乐的朋友，
因为有你们，我深刻地记下每一个忧伤，快乐，幸福的日子，
因为有你们，我愿意转身回忆甘甜，酸楚，美丽的从前，
因为有你们，我拥有许多美好的回忆，意想不到的怀念和激动。
感谢朋友，
感谢生命中有你们的影子，有你们的微笑，
感谢你们陪我闯过那些风那些雨，
感谢在最无助的时候有你们的鼓励，
感谢在孤独的时候至少有你们，
亲爱的朋友，想说真的谢谢你们陪我走过人生那么多里，那些风镜~~ <3

You Are The Apple Of My Eye

I sometimes write notes, and when I read them later, I realize they were about you.

I remember the first time we kiss, it was 18^th September 2011, when you took a nap on that afternoon, I purposely turn off your alarm, so that you can sleep a little bit longer (because you looked so tired that you almost look like a zombie) , but there’s also another reason, (an evil reason~ XD) , I planned to tease you by giving you a wake up kiss, but out of my expectation, you woke up before I want to give you a big surprise, I was a little bit disappointed but still, with my eagerness to kiss you still remained, I lose total control and trying to kiss you although I knew I’m going to get a super painful whack in the face by you with a frying pan after observed your peaceful slumber.

 As I leaned over and trying to touch your lips with mine, much to my surprise, you didn’t reject and kissed my back after I touched and felt the moist warmth of your lips that are warmer than the sun. So sweet and gentle. So soft and loving. In return, you kissed me back, not once, not twice nor thrice, is FOUR times. You seem to be the leader that ‘lead the way’ , I mean showing me the correct way of kissing(because I’m a newbie), I follow to your beat and try to match them. It was so perfect.

You turned shy after those kisses, thinking what the hell did you just do. It’s pretty funny, interesting and cute to see your adorable reaction, your face turn from pink to burning red, and was trying to hide your face from my sight.

I love the way you laugh although sometimes it can be really loud and almost obnoxious laugh, I love the way you hit me although sometimes it can be like fell off from the speeding car and get hit by a truck and run over by a lorry, I love the way you smell although sometimes you didn’t take a shower or wash your hair, I want to watch sunrise with you after a night spent discussing about this world, I want to listen and absorb your ideals, I want to study everything of your mind, I want to start a life with you, I want to write secret notes when you sleep next to me, but what I really want is to tell you that regardless of everything, I love you.

You are everything interesting and exciting in the world. You make experiencing anything worthwhile and enjoyable. As long as you’re around, everything is right, and nothing bothers me. You will always interest me, and therefore I will always love you, Tevi.

I love the way you laugh,
I love the way you smile,
You have a way of warming up a room
With your beauty, wit, and style

I love to hear your voice,
I love to hear you sing,
Your heart can turn a simple song
Into such a magic thing

I love the way you give a hug,
I love the way you kiss,
The passion in your lips
Fills my heart with joy and bliss

I love to have you in my arms,
I love to hold you tight,
I love to listen to you breathe
As I hold you through the night

I love you every moment,
I've loved you from the start,
Will you be my Valentine,
And fill my open heart?

This year seemed to pass in the blink of an eye!

I don't know why suddenly I feel like I'm getting old~~
Another year coming to an end~ I can't believe that we are already at November~
From month to month I been busy about the quiz, assignment, text and then finally the final (WACE) exam~
I realized the life in Sunway is going to comes to a close~
I'm sure I'll miss all the 'Ausmatian' and all the lecturer, regardless the one I like, the one I dislike or the one I hate the most~
Ausmat life is really fun although I suffered in here and I knew I didn't do well in Ausmat,
but it had made a huge impact in my life~ It had deeply carved an imprint in my mind~
Because of it, I had my first biggest failure in my life~
And I had learned something, even I failed, but I still alive, I'm still standing, I still didn't stop struggling~
I know there is someone still giving me hope, giving me support; my family and someone that is so extremely special to me~
I know I'm not gonna be the one that failed and wouldn't be the last to show to the world that I can triumph one day~
Thank to everyone that stand by my side and everyone that had ever appeared in my life~
I'm not giving up~!! =)

Go For It~~!!

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.

Don’t let the past steal your present.

Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.

Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice.

And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies.

When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life.

You're the only one who can make the difference. Whatever your dream/TARGET is, uphold it, go for it~!!

Jiayou~

=)

I Go Crazy Because Of You~~

I'm very confuse now~~ I really do not know her feeling~~ I'm afraid that if I further develop our relationship will make her feel uncomfortable and later on ruin our friendship~~ It's driving me crackers~~ Should i just explain my feelings and ask her?