Tuesday, 15 November 2011

You Are The Apple Of My Eye

I sometimes write notes, and when I read them later, I realize they were about you.

I remember the first time we kiss, it was 18th September 2011, when you took a nap on that afternoon, I purposely turn off your alarm, so that you can sleep a little bit longer (because you looked so tired that you almost look like a zombie) , but there’s also another reason, (an evil reason~ XD) , I planned to tease you by giving you a wake up kiss, but out of my expectation, you woke up before I want to give you a big surprise, I was a little bit disappointed but still, with my eagerness to kiss you still remained, I lose total control and trying to kiss you although I knew I’m going to get a super painful whack in the face by you with a frying pan after observed your peaceful slumber.

 As I leaned over and trying to touch your lips with mine, much to my surprise, you didn’t reject and kissed my back after I touched and felt the moist warmth of your lips that are warmer than the sun. So sweet and gentle. So soft and loving. In return, you kissed me back, not once, not twice nor thrice, is FOUR times. You seem to be the leader that ‘lead the way’ , I mean showing me the correct way of kissing(because I’m a newbie), I follow to your beat and try to match them. It was so perfect.

You turned shy after those kisses, thinking what the hell did you just do. It’s pretty funny, interesting and cute to see your adorable reaction, your face turn from pink to burning red, and was trying to hide your face from my sight.

I love the way you laugh although sometimes it can be really loud and almost obnoxious laugh, I love the way you hit me although sometimes it can be like fell off from the speeding car and get hit by a truck and run over by a lorry, I love the way you smell although sometimes you didn’t take a shower or wash your hair, I want to watch sunrise with you after a night spent discussing about this world, I want to listen and absorb your ideals, I want to study everything of your mind, I want to start a life with you, I want to write secret notes when you sleep next to me, but what I really want is to tell you that regardless of everything, I love you.

You are everything interesting and exciting in the world. You make experiencing anything worthwhile and enjoyable. As long as you’re around, everything is right, and nothing bothers me. You will always interest me, and therefore I will always love you, Tevi.

I love the way you laugh,
I love the way you smile,
You have a way of warming up a room
With your beauty, wit, and style

I love to hear your voice,
I love to hear you sing,
Your heart can turn a simple song
Into such a magic thing

I love the way you give a hug,
I love the way you kiss,
The passion in your lips
Fills my heart with joy and bliss

I love to have you in my arms,
I love to hold you tight,
I love to listen to you breathe
As I hold you through the night

I love you every moment,
I've loved you from the start,
Will you be my Valentine,
And fill my open heart?

Sunday, 6 November 2011

This year seemed to pass in the blink of an eye!

I don't know why suddenly I feel like I'm getting old~~
Another year coming to an end~ I can't believe that we are already at November~
From month to month I been busy about the quiz, assignment, text and then finally the final (WACE) exam~
I realized the life in Sunway is going to comes to a close~
I'm sure I'll miss all the 'Ausmatian' and all the lecturer, regardless the one I like, the one I dislike or the one I hate the most~
Ausmat life is really fun although I suffered in here and I knew I didn't do well in Ausmat,
but it had made a huge impact in my life~ It had deeply carved an imprint in my mind~
Because of it, I had my first biggest failure in my life~
And I had learned something, even I failed, but I still alive, I'm still standing, I still didn't stop struggling~
I know there is someone still giving me hope, giving me support; my family and someone that is so extremely special to me~
I know I'm not gonna be the one that failed and wouldn't be the last to show to the world that I can triumph one day~
Thank to everyone that stand by my side and everyone that had ever appeared in my life~
I'm not giving up~!! =)

Saturday, 13 August 2011

Go For It~~!!

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.

Don’t let the past steal your present.

Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.

Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice.

And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies.

When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life.

You're the only one who can make the difference. Whatever your dream/TARGET is, uphold it, go for it~!!

Jiayou~

=)

Thursday, 28 July 2011

I Go Crazy Because Of You~~

I'm very confuse now~~ I really do not know her feeling~~ I'm afraid that if I further develop our relationship will make her feel uncomfortable and later on ruin our friendship~~ It's driving me crackers~~ Should i just explain my feelings and ask her?

疯了~

这是什么感觉??很奇怪~~ 不能专心~~ 突然很激动,突然很兴奋,晚上高兴的睡不着觉,为了一点点小事就欣喜若狂的~~

不喜欢说再见(Bye Bye),即使没话聊了,心里还是不想挂电话的说~~ 我觉得我真的疯了~~ @@

P.S. 看就好,不要到Facebook Spam我的Wall~~ 谢谢~~

Saturday, 28 May 2011

The negative consequence of addicted to a Korean drama~~

Fuiyo, at last, I finished 'Secret Garden' the Korean drama , but OMG, one, two, three, four....... I spend more than 10 hours to finish this drama without revising my homework, I'm crazy... I need to organize my time again, gotta start revise as soon as possible, next Mon & Tues still got exam~~ Fighting~!!

Thursday, 26 May 2011

The Unexpected Life in ......here~~~

Well, before I came to Sunway College, (a new lifestyle that i never gone through before ), I think it was pretty fun and at last I can enjoy my freedom, my parents would not wake me up early in the morning, no more helping my dad under the sun~~ However, I never thought it could be so stress, I guess the reason why Ausmat is driving me crazy is because I took the March intake Ausmat~ If I took the January intake, all the things will be difference~~ The lecturer can spend more time to teach me more clearly and I got more time to revise, to absorb~~ Thus, I would not fail almost all the subjects due to the unclear idea I received from the lecturer~~ Now, I feel down and embarrassing because I'm the LAST of the whole program(Ausmat) or you can say 'THE WEAKEST STUDENT' in the Ausmat~~ I feel sorry for all the one who support me, especially my parents, they spent so much money for me to continue study here and yet I had made them disappointed~~ And I'm sure I'm the one should be blame because I did not study well in the secondary school, I do not have the good basic for all the subjects and I just cannot change my lazy attitude away~~ I did not do enough revision and I always waste my time doing meaningless things~~ It's true, I found out myself that even when I studying or doing homework, I was constantly distract my attention from my homework to anything~~ So, I really feel guilty~ I hope I can found the way to make everything rights as soon as possible. I really do not want to fail my Ausmat, waste my time, waste my parents money, made everybody disappointed & lost hope to me~~ oT...To